| Wednesday, July 6th, 2005 |
| 11:17 am |
FUN FUN FUN
Spent four days at the cottage!!! Fun Full Days in the sun on the boat and jet ski!!! Found a diamond ring, 1 1/2 carat with begats...early birthday for me!!!! Sun tanned, felling good... Birhday in 4 days!!!! Feeling fabulous!!! Current Mood:  hungry |
| Monday, June 27th, 2005 |
| 3:16 pm |
IT"S BEEN AWHILE
Life Content Losing Weight Loving Life That's all bout me lately... Everything has been everything...Had a rough 2 weeks minute back, but what makes u weak only makes u stronger.... Current Mood:  calm |
| Friday, March 25th, 2005 |
| 10:15 am |
It's been a long time!
Missed me???????????????? I've missed me too so I understand! Here's whats new... Back to where I started FORD! Read Da Vinci Code, Fabulous... Read a couple others but don't remember... Took physical for Police Dept, passed all but dang gone run...Missed by 7 seconds... I got cocky and was so assure of myself...So I'll try again in a couple of weeks... I lost over 10 pounds, so thats's 50 more to go! Not much else, except I'm not liking this MI weather at all! I will be setting a day very soon for the get together so stayed tuned! Current Mood: calm |
| Tuesday, January 4th, 2005 |
| 2:46 pm |
The Little Train That Could
Okay, day 4 into the New Year... I started the Pilates! OH MY GOODNESS!!!That junk is crazy but I plan to master it!!! I prayed longer than normal last night!!!Good start!!! Sex, okay I am fighting the urge...I'm feelin a lil stressed and some good sex would do such wonders!!! I'll just pray and maybe that will help....Not helping much when I got my son's father asking me for a massage casue his back hurts...We both know how it goes between us, especially when it's every 3-4 months for us! I can say no!!! I've done it before...I'm gonna be a good girl!!! Current Mood:  workingCurrent Music: Donnell Jones!!! |
| Monday, January 3rd, 2005 |
| 4:47 pm |
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
Another year gone by...I wonder did I really change at all? Did I stick to any resolution I made last year? No cause I'm still over weight and I'm still a sex nympho...:)... But I did learn a lot more about life and no matter what plans you make you'll have ups and downs...And if you don't go through things you wouldn't be who you are...all I know is that 2005 I don't want to repeat any bullshit I went through in 2004...So laying off the junk and fatts and not revolving my thoughts around sex, maybe I will grow even more in 2005... In 2004 accomplishments: fell in love with myself-good thing not a stuck up thing set a career goal that I like-not just to make $$$ realized that I am a sexual person and not hating myself for it! That's just me! learned to control my anger and stress better realized my son's father isn't the brightest crayon realized my mom is really just a nut realized my daddy in the best daddy!!! realized I am who I am and don't like oh well!!! But on a real note* I will be trying to sustain myself from sex... I don't want flings any more I want the real thing... Current Mood:  cheerful |
| Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004 |
| 9:13 am |
It's been a long time....
Well I passed my MCOLES reading and writing..>Class B in both...I should hear something after the new year.... O'boi and I are still talking...Actually becoming very very very close, possible love!:) Still on Liberty and cannot stand it of course, I'm a secretary but it's money!!! Loving this time of year!!! Love the festivity and being being with all my loved ones! Presents are just a plus!!! My friend and I discussed New Years Eve, he said what I was thinking....Who you bring the New Year in with will mbe who you spend the year with...So it's up in the air now!!! We clicked spiritually, mentally and physically, and oh boi do I mean physically...I have met my match...He's a bigger freak than me and I'm loving it!!!! Current Mood:  loved |
| Wednesday, December 8th, 2004 |
| 12:36 pm |
Movin On
Yes, I am now onto Liberty...It's okay, miss everyone though!!! I am talking to a new guy, have been for over a week. Our convos are just fabulous. We get along real well. He loves my extra weight and my scars from pregnancy (which he has not seen yet, only informed of them)! We will be meeting up this week and I hope things go as well as our phone conversations. We talk about everything and I mean everything. Everything is ont he up and up. I think my daddy bought me a new XMAS tree last night. He found a good deal on a 6 1/2 foot tree from Franks. U know Franks carries good stuff! I have my MCOLES written test this Saturday then if I pass I have to take it right to recruiting for the Police Dept! I am ready I want a new challenge!Ready to get off my fat butt and do some real work! Current Mood:  flirty |
| Monday, November 22nd, 2004 |
| 12:00 pm |
UPDATE
Heart is functional...Stress test 'exactly' STRESS TEST...I about died on that thing...I did it the whole time but thought I might die/...LOL j/k... Next is ultrasound on galbladder and stomach...If all comes back good it's ANXIETY...Plus I have to have a cloposcopy...Cervix scraped to see if I am in cancerous stage yet! What a wonderful life! No social scene this weekend...I think the next time I get sex I might be all pruned up...LOL... I am seriously tired of being single, well miss having a cool azz male friend...When I say friends I think they might assume I'm lieing... One good friend... One to talk to.. One to hang out with... One to have great sex with... One with no ties too.... Damn only in my dreams... or actually meet that man for me! Current Mood:  blah |
| Monday, November 15th, 2004 |
| 12:24 pm |
HEART ATTACK
Goodness, thought I was having one on Saturday at the mall...Chest tight, shortness of breath...The pain was oh my bad...Yes I have heart disease, well I'm in high risk range, so I could be having mild ones...Guess it's time for a doctors visit... Weekend...can ya say BUSY!... My pants are really fitting better, could I actually be losign weight...Is my cuttign the intake of the food working! Gosh I hope so! Current Mood:  drained |
| Wednesday, November 10th, 2004 |
| 8:42 am |
Tools in Toolbox????
Let's see if I have them all?.....Hold on I'm checking...All accounted for!........... Wow why would my so called associate talk about me like that, could it be a back stabber?...Yeah I think that is it....Oh wait, I said associate, not friend...So their opinion of me does not matter. So I hope they feel good about themselves talking about another person in that manner...But hey I guess all the nice lunches I brought in, the food I picked up for them...I guess the laugh was on me... But that is what I love, I find out who really is as genuine as I am and who is not!... Current Mood: grateful |
| Friday, November 5th, 2004 |
| 11:12 am |
FRIENDSHIP
THERE ARE ALL TYPES. THEY VERY FORM WORK FRIENDSHIPS, LOVE FRIENDSHIPS, FAMILY FRIENDSHIPS, BEST FRIENDSHIPS, ASSOCIATE FRIENDSHIPS. I HAVE TO SAY THAT IN ALL FRIENDSHIPS AT THE AGE OF 27 I HAVE REALIZED WHICH ONES I VALUE MOST. MY FAMILY AND MY BEST FRIENDSHIPS.MY FAMILY I CAN SHARE ALL THE GOOD STUFF AND ALL THE HAPPINESS. BUT WITH THE BEST THEY HOLD ALL MY DARK SECRETS AND I CAN TELL AND TRUST THAT IT REMAINS A SECRET. THE DIFFICULTY IN FRIENDSHIPS THOUGH IS TRUST AND RESPECT. I HAVE HAD TO WORK ON BOTH IN MY FAMILY AND BEST FRIENDSHIP. YOU LEARN ONE ANOTHER. YOU LEARN EACH OTHERS BOUNDARIES. YOU FORGIVE EACH OTHER FOR HURTING THE OTHER. AFTER ALL THAT AND THE LOVE INYOUR HEART FOR THEM STILL REMAINS THEN THAT IS A TRUE FRIENDSHIP. MANY DO NOT HAVE FRIENDSHIPS WITH THEIR PARENTS. I AM HAPPY TO SAY I HAVE A GREAT FRIENDSHIP WITH MY FATHER, STEP MOTHER,MY MOTHER AND MY BROTHERS. IT TOOK YEARS BUT WE ARE NOT A TIGHT NIP FAMILY. JUST LIKE MY BEST FRIENDSHIP, THAT WAS THE WORST. IT HAD IT'S INS AND OUTS, ARGUMENTS AND BREAKING PERIODS. BUT THE LOVE REMAINED BECAUSE IT IS MENAT TRUE FRIENDSHIP. ONE FRIEND CAN BE TOO PROTECTIVE AND DON'T REALIZING THEY ARE EXPECTING THEM TO BE LIKE YOU. ONCE THEY REALIZE THEY ARE WRONG FOR FEELING/THINKING THAT WAY THE FRIENDSHIP IS SO MUCH STRONGER. WITH OUT LOVE OR FRIENDSHIP, MY LIFE WOULD BE EMPTY! Current Mood:  mischievousCurrent Music: NONE, WE HAVE TOURS...BOO HOO |
| Thursday, November 4th, 2004 |
| 10:31 am |
Love and Hate
Have a friend you Love and Hate? I surely do. But can't help but love them because I love them for them. Forgivness, it's not hard to do. If you love then you forgive. I am feeling much better now. Someone has apologized for hurting me greatly with words. I know it took a lot for that person. And I know they must care if they noticed they were wrong and apologized. Some people don't realize they were wrong after they hurt someone they care about. I have done it before so who am I not to forgive when one is very sorry for what they had done or said. But I have to say if it happens again the friendship will have to end! It wouldn't be right... Current Mood: cheerful |
| Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004 |
| 12:25 pm |
SCAMMMED
Once again scammed...Scammed into Americ's bullshit of Politics...Race isn't even over and he's bailing, It was all a scam...They planned this...They planned all along for Kerry to do this... Well I love everyone.... End of the World to come.... If you don't believe in God now, you better start believing.... Look what he has done in four years...I no longer have faith or respect for this country and those who run it, cause we in the sure hell don't!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood:  pissed off |
| 9:10 am |
TOO CLOSE
I'm I gonna have to stick my head between my knees and kiss my ass good bye or relax and look for what the next dumbass will do?...Anticipation, anxious has become nerve racking.... Can we say good bye to our jobs today? Tons of visits from HR?...What to expect? DAMN TODAY IS JUST FULL OF QUESTIONS!!! Current Mood:  pensiveCurrent Music: Janet-Damita Jo |
| Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004 |
| 10:52 am |
Love My Daddy
Had my dad's 50th Bday party over the weekend! Had a blast, got drunk and danced with my daddy...Felt like a little gurl again...Boogied with my step mom,what a conservative...She's a blast though...My sister in law chugged my suicide and passed out...What a nut!...Slept at 4am and was back up at 8am...Can anyone say 'HANGOVER'............. Got 15 new CDs...I now have something to do all day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: happyCurrent Music: Chingy |
| Monday, November 1st, 2004 |
| 1:51 pm |
FRIEND or FOE
I recently realized my friend is really a foe. It hurts It sucks Their loss Move on Much better More to come! I was fullfledge SUPERSTAR, spritzed my hair black and so mnay compliments. Everyone was shocked that I looked pretty good in dark hair...hmmmm will I change? Who knows! Current Mood: calm |
| Thursday, October 28th, 2004 |
| 10:27 am |
SUPERSTAR!!!
Okay I am down to only two days to find this costume...Can they make any skirts (school gurl skirt) to fit my fat butt...I knwo my bootie is big, but don't they know not everyone white woman is flat butted! WISH MY MOOD WAS REALLY THAT!!!LOL When I get nervous I stick my hands under my arms...AND I SMELL THEM...mary gallagher, my idol... Current Mood:  high |
| Wednesday, October 27th, 2004 |
| 10:33 am |
LAYOFF LAYOFF
Couldn't come soon enough...I think teh weekend of thanksgivin I'll just celebrate and stay the whole week up at the cottage...Take a mini vacation...Then down to Atlanta for a week or two after the new year...Goodness I'm gonna enjoy taking my son to school and volunteering at his school then taking him home and spending the day with him...He's real excited about it too... 6 times late, boo hoo..Here's comes DWOP!!!! Current Mood:  annoyed |
| Tuesday, October 26th, 2004 |
| 12:29 pm |
ONE WEEK, SEVEN DAYS
Yep that's right only 7 more days to CELIBACY DAY, NO DICK NO BUSH!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood:  cold |
| 12:12 pm |
EVERYBODY SCREAM.....
I was doing a lil ease dropping, heard something referring to possibly a month left...Month left for us, gosh I hope so...I've decided to go for the cop thing...I talked to a gurl in class and her peeps are against her going to...I think I'd be a bad azz cop...I love changes and that would be a change everyday...Nothing beats a failure but a try... Another day here infront of this god for saken PC again for another 8 hours, well shorter than that, I'm being the pet employee for the Liberty Mutual Charity Drive!...Anything to get off the phones and off my fat azz... |
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